Crystals...

I juz go bonkers today...tt's the best way to describe my mood today...Dunno wat I'm doin...bt really wanted to be left alone today...tt's y i say i go bonkers...Suddenly felt that everything seemed to be caused by me...dunno y...bt i think...it's my fault...I will apologise...blame it on me...and things will be solved...
Let me keep this smile on my face...no matter sad or happy...I juz want to have this smiley face to face everyone...I'm rather I'm really crazy...always laughin...I dun wan to...feel sad...I dun wan to see ppl and feel sad...I can't bear to see the scene now...as if...I'm tryin to run away...Dun care...at all...
Maybe i'm so affected today that I realised I never pay attention in class...Mind in a total mess...I dunno wat I'm doin...Bt i think, I'm almost sure that this will be the rare day where I will act in this way...Have faith!...(haha...but how to?...)
JAce