Masquerade...
Today me, cat and yijie really is "thrashed" all out...haha...Feeling better...bt I feel weird now...
Sophie juz now told me that one senior dun like me and is because I cannot catch what huang lao shi is toking abt during pa practices...huh?...y ppl dun like me all because of weird reasons?...Bt I hope they dun expect too much from me...I nt a genius and I'm juz a amateur in dizi...Give me some time, my dear seniors...I'll try my very best...
Then now I realised alot of ppl dun like me, and I dunno y...I will be happy if U all could tell me what I do wrong...I was wonderin is it partly becoz I "rised" too fast?...I used to be the lousiest in dizi...bt I really put in alot of effort to get to this standard...Give me some time, seniors. I believe I can. I will nt let my sacrifice to become nothing...I promise...
I'm nt emoing, definitely. I juz dun wan ppl to get the wrong idea of me...My skills are nt gd bt I believe is better den my last time standard...And I put in a lot of effort, and I believe the others too...This does nt fall from the sky...thus, plz plz plz, bear with me, I'm will nt lose out, and I MUZ NT...
There has been lots of problem in co recently...caused by the relationship between ppl...
Dun mistaken me Sigit, I respect u as a chairman bt I hope U give yur respect to me and sophie as vice-chairs. I dun wan to rebel u, bt I juz hope that u could listen to us sometime...I nt angry because of tt camp thing, bt I hope u can understand, we, vice-chairs are nt "vases" and are nt put there to be "shown"...This's wat that anger me...I believe that we have the ability to do things well and I hope U can believe in us...plz...this is the first time i spell out the name so openly...and I hope this could be the last time...I dun wan U to misunderstand that I tryin to go against u, as I do nt have this intention to do so...plz...and I'm sorry if I caused a headache to u bt I really have no choice...and I'm really at my wit's end...
I shall end here, and if anybody really dun like me, go ahead and tell me...I'm willing to change my proudness or anything...thanks...
JAce
Sophie juz now told me that one senior dun like me and is because I cannot catch what huang lao shi is toking abt during pa practices...huh?...y ppl dun like me all because of weird reasons?...Bt I hope they dun expect too much from me...I nt a genius and I'm juz a amateur in dizi...Give me some time, my dear seniors...I'll try my very best...
Then now I realised alot of ppl dun like me, and I dunno y...I will be happy if U all could tell me what I do wrong...I was wonderin is it partly becoz I "rised" too fast?...I used to be the lousiest in dizi...bt I really put in alot of effort to get to this standard...Give me some time, seniors. I believe I can. I will nt let my sacrifice to become nothing...I promise...
I'm nt emoing, definitely. I juz dun wan ppl to get the wrong idea of me...My skills are nt gd bt I believe is better den my last time standard...And I put in a lot of effort, and I believe the others too...This does nt fall from the sky...thus, plz plz plz, bear with me, I'm will nt lose out, and I MUZ NT...
There has been lots of problem in co recently...caused by the relationship between ppl...
Dun mistaken me Sigit, I respect u as a chairman bt I hope U give yur respect to me and sophie as vice-chairs. I dun wan to rebel u, bt I juz hope that u could listen to us sometime...I nt angry because of tt camp thing, bt I hope u can understand, we, vice-chairs are nt "vases" and are nt put there to be "shown"...This's wat that anger me...I believe that we have the ability to do things well and I hope U can believe in us...plz...this is the first time i spell out the name so openly...and I hope this could be the last time...I dun wan U to misunderstand that I tryin to go against u, as I do nt have this intention to do so...plz...and I'm sorry if I caused a headache to u bt I really have no choice...and I'm really at my wit's end...
I shall end here, and if anybody really dun like me, go ahead and tell me...I'm willing to change my proudness or anything...thanks...
JAce
posted by JAce @ 5:26 AM
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