Don't wanna lose out...

FInally...I'm willin to blog again...
LOL.
Lots of things happenin' around me recently...and I don't think I could handle it quite well...
Anyway, it's the first time I failed my test, well if I never remember wrongly...It's physics paper, and seriously, I quite expectin myself failing this test...but it's still kinda shock to me. BUT, I really DON'T UNDERSTAND the whole chapter on LIGHT!
My physics practical test today is also like rubbish, maybe I juz simply can't do well in my physics...
I was asked by someone to do something in my post, but I was like, what can I do?...I don't want to offend any one of them...and I'm tired over this type of power struggling...I faced them almost everyday, but I can never be myself.
One wrong thing I done bring me a whole load of gossip...(backstabbing?)...
OR is it I's so detestable that people simply can't bear with me, can't even stand my face?
I never teach and I don't even think I had acted pro...but they say I'm arrogant...
MAybe I'm, who knows?...
FInally realising that bloggin is such a good way to 'explode'...
But I promised myself, I'll not lose out, if I'm bad at something, I goin to fight back...
I must be good in this, at least I believe...NO matter how much effort I have to put in, I just don't wan to lose...I don't wan to lost the only thing that I can trust...I don't wan to cry...

I'm in a 'nt very good mood' today, thus this post is kinda weird...

JAce