It's time to let go...

I think I shld be independent from now on...holdin on to this friendship will nt get anything gd out of it. Perhaps letting go is better den clingin on to it. I think I irritated some people...because of me insistin in holdin on to this friendship?...Yup, I think that's the reason... I give up, somehow, I guess...I will get used to it someday. It's not require for me to mind peoples' opinions too much, but I can't help it.

Other people keep remindin me abt 'O' level, but I simply couldn't put my heart off that matter...I want to continue tryin, at least I dun wan to give up that early yet. I wan to succeed and prove myself, and I think the current situation is very insulting to me, and perhaps to us? I like goin to payco, to learn and everything...it's interesting, and well rather fun I guess... But the relationships with the people there suckz. No matter how many times I look at the people there during practices, I can't seem to find any common links between all of us, we are like individuals, who juz come together because of a concert. We may have been despised, or look down, but I think all that matters is the effort that we have put in. Our skills may not have been as good as the others, but I think we did put in the effort to improve, I guess...

Anyway, there are still practices tml, 2 more days to concert! woosh!