Trying...

my first competition...done badly, screwed it up, bt still managed a silver...? Did gain some experience this time afterall, realised that I'm nt tt nervous as last time, and discover more and more of my mistakes. Competition over, which means I need to start on my studies now...sianz. Startin to abit...feel like giving up, cause' smt smt...bt nt yet...continue first, see nxt year how bah, see gt miracle nt, haha.
Left one month to sch reopen. Doin amaths hw now, after I come back, then realised that I know how to do the qns that I previously don't know -.-

I think I'm getting from bad to worse, I want to get out of there!

JAce