Juz wanna say something...

Now is 12.48 am,

I shld be sleeping by now, esp. I have to go to school tomorrow in the morning and have to wake up by 5.30. But, I am not having that right kind of mood...I mean, there something that I wan to say so...I come here to post another entry when I realised I have no one to talk to. It is not really no one but there is no RIGHT person...Sometimes I feel that blog is juz a personal diary, maybe there are somebody reading my blog, but to me, I can only imagine myself reading my own blog...

I have some problems memorising...I was given 3 slides and I have to present the project tomorrow...The marks will be added to our results so I can't juz don't care about it...So I memorise the stuff in the textbook and I hope that the teacher don't know that I have taken from the textbook. Hey, I hope she don't have her textbook with her tomorrow:) Better if she don't come...opps* :x

Someone blamed me juz now...I don't know whether I shld use the word 'blamed' but I don't feel that well after he say that...I actually juz asked him some qn. I don't know that he was that busy so I will apologise for disturbing him. I treat him abit like my 'teacher' as in if I have any qn on study, I will ask him, But now, I don't think I dare to do so again. I think I been disturbing others, I keep on asking qn and somehow I think I am shameless...watever...I don't like the idea of my sis knowing how to go to my blog...HEY, KDEN AKA JANICE AKA MY SIS, IF YOU SEE MY BLOG...PLEASE! GET OUT OF HERE IMMEDIATELY!!! AND DON'T EVER COME IN AGAIN!!! ( I know this is kinda rude, but I juz don't want you to come here, at all)

I practised today, somehow irritated, esp. when people keep on entering the room and cause me to stop...erm...I don't dare to blow in front of others...I know this is kinda weird...My sis say I blow very loud, and hey, that is a good news :) coz huang lao shi and my 'teacher' always say that I blow very soft...if I can blow loud, that is good:) But, BUT, I still having problems with 'gu su xing', my qi and my kou feng...I think I better be patient about this...yu su zhe bu da...means if you do something too fast and not carefully, you will not reach the standard you want. Hey, Jin lao shi tells me that before:)

I better go and sleep. I think I will leave anything till tomorrow...I haven't study my science and I CANNOT fail it as it is included in my results too...I still wanna get money at the end of the year :)
But I will try my best, DEFINITELY, yeah...wish me luck for the presentation tomorrow ;)

Signing off*
JAce