I need help here...

yup:)

ytd I gone to pa, and asked well, him to help me with my xiao c part in feng...I want to blow louder but I can't, I really need help in THAT... but he say that it is my dizi problem and he advise me to change for another one...yeah...somehow I think that my dizi may be a bit of a problem...but I dun really want to change for another one...it is not becauseI already get use to that dizi...but I somehow dun bear to change another one. That xiao c...was given to me when I not in a very good situation, and it actually give me some...err...hope...I mean, when I have this dizi, it somehow give me the energy to practise. I want to blow at my best, using that dizi to blow feng. And everytime when I successfully reach the point which I set myself, I have a great sense of satisfaction. well, I have some feelings with that dizi...I know it's quite lame to some of u, but...haiz...nevermind...I think I have to consult someone else about this. I feel a bit hopeless at this point of time, actually, I dunno who to ask, watever...hey, but I learn how to blow louder on other dizi not xiao c, he taught that, great...

Currently, I practising gu su xing...I can actually practise and type at the same time...I slack during my practice, thus resulting in this kind of standard...I guess I can say"serve me right"...haha...

ok...end here bah...
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