J with Ace

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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Promos is SUPER near...next week, yes, no mistake, IT'S NEXT WEEK!

but well, humans need to take a break and that's why I'm here :)

Just updated AJCO blog before coming here, haha, posted the song that Maureen introduced to me recently, The Musician from DGrayman. Rather nice and thus I posted it on CO blog.

OKay, I know it's random for me to do but I'm sure there's nothing wrong with introducing nice music to ajco peeps, haha. And anyway, my posts on CO blog had always been super random :D

Anyway, I'm awfully stress up, awfully afraid I wouldn't be able to pass. But I must not be bothered by my lack of confidence! and neither should anyone ( if there's any) who's reading my blog should be!

I came across this short chinese story from the book I borrowed. A chinese storybook.

The story goes:

There's a couple who is deeply in love but they are living in poverty and could not afford their own house, and the man promise the woman that one day, they will have their own pair of keys to their own house.

And finally, that day came and they owned their own first house and house keys:)

However, after some time, the man had an affair with another woman and stopped going home. Many people advised the woman (wife of the man) to change the door and locks so that even if the man comes back, he wouldn't be able to enter but the woman does not hear any of it because she BELIEVE in the promise the man made to her...and she waits.

The man bought an even better and luxurious house for his mistress and even lost the keys to his old house but he did not bother. Eventually, he breaks up with his mistress and starting to miss his wife. One day, he found his old house's keys by chance and desire to go back home. but he was afraid that the wife will not even let him in and had even changed the lock. Nevertheless, he went back.

The touching part came. :) The man was shock when he saw his old house. The whole building where his old house was, had already changed the old doors in strong metal door, except his own old house, where the old wooden door remains.

The man's tears fall. Because he knew, his wife still remembers, and believes that, with the keys to the door of love, happiness will always be there right in front of you.

True. I'm touched by this story no matter whether it is true or not. Only when you believe in love, you will love and be loved.

Money does not make the world goes round. LOVE does. :)


[A special post]

JAce (wish me luck for promos! )

Sunday, September 06, 2009

A whole new post.

Yo!

Finally back to this super super dead post...juz read all my old posts from last year...

'O' level was over and i did get good results for it! :) Super unexpected..but well...it's still the same now...juz that the 'O' had juz 'UPGRADED' to 'A'...haha

I juz changed my aim, with simply a change in the letter 'O' to letter 'A', yet the level of difficulty had been raised to more than a few levels higher.

And once again, I'm still in CO...not in AICO anymore, but juz with a stroke more on the I : AJCO.

All right, now it feels like everything is a joke...same old position, same conductor, same instructor.

But well, different president, different committee, different teachers, different way of doing things.

It may seem like nothing had changed, but in actual fact, everything had changed without me realising it.

Maybe I juz never bother to take out time to look carefully at these changes.

School changed, with new friends, classmates and teachers, and well, new type of homework. And I think...a new brain? haha...because I feel like I'm getting dumber, a little bit more hopeless, a little more emoness...

Haha...now I'm putting down the thing that I used to cherish the most...I really can't play anymore. The more I wanted to, the more I'm bad at it...Ironically...

Perhaps now I don't even want to care anymore, with all the tons and tons of homework pressing on me, all the stupid stuff which I wanted to ignore but can't. It seems like I had to move on from there onwards...

Well anyway, I juz hope things will get better from here. And PLEASE! LET ME PASS MY PROMOS AND GET PROMOTED! I juz started with this new school life and don't let me end it here. I WANT TO CONTINUE THIS JOURNEY!

I shall end it here.

JAce