I dun wan to go back...we nt tt important anw, rite? so y they still wan us to go back? I detest that place, because of the ppl, because of those pairs of eyes that 'locked' onto us, want us dead, want us to be ashamed...I only like to go there and practise songs, but now if we go back, they will only compare us with them rite? furthermore we are older...

I'm losing it bit by bit...studying has neutralised it?...All those dream...may be just crap, and just disappear suddenly...It just going to disappear in my hands? Or am I going to do something to make it a reality? Im not sure if im going to hang on to it? Continue? or give up?
Or maybe treat it as juz a growing period of my life?...Im not sure about it now...